Heavenly Father, I miss my husband so very much!  Tom, I know you're celebrating your life in heaven now. I feel protected by you. 

But, today  Lord, I am weak, I am hurting within my heart and feel heavy. I do not know the direction of my life but, I know you do. Please guide and direct my paths oh God and make your way, your will, and the way to all I need and seek PLAIN so I may not miss it or be confused in any way.

 "Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." [Isaiah 41:10].


 Lord I pray align my desires in life with your desires for me. I know your dream is bigger than mine so I seek you Lord. Thank you for everything you have done, and will do.

In Jesus name, Amen.  I love you, Tom always and forever.

Tom,

I miss you when something really good happens because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is, troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well.

I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear.

Honey, I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent together for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life.

Tom, my love for you is a journey starting at forever and ending at never. I love and miss you with all my heart and soul. 

Ellie

I can only imagine what it would be like when I walk by your side. I can only imagine seeing your face again. Dad you mean so much to me. The past 91 days has seemed like forever. You were my Rock. You brought so much peace. I know that you are in a better place and no longer suffering. I know that you are in Heaven rejoicing and saying Hallelujah! I know that your days are brighter and you are without any pain. I know that you are smiling down upon us and you are yet another Angel warring on our behalf. The days that we had with one another were always enjoyable you have always been a ray of sunshine. You had a heart of gold and would make sure that you were always smiling. I miss your hugs, you laughter and your kisses. I could never have asked for a better Man of God in my life. You were a great example! Know that I miss you and even though I am learning to cope with the fact that you are no longer here in the physical that does not make missing you any better. I love, miss and honor you!

Daddy, it's been 3 months since God called you home. I miss you so very, very much and my tears will never stop until the day I see you again. Dad, you always had a good heart and a very special soul you were the best father anyone could ever want and I feel so very lucky, proud and honored to be your daughter. God has truly blessed me in allowing you to be a very important part of my life. I only wish that he would have let you stay longer. I guess God had special plans for you in Heaven and when he calls you, you have to answer. You were the most honest, loyal and intelligent man I have ever known and I am still amazed at how really wonderful you were and still are! You are my Hero. You were so very brave and courageous, thoughtful, kind and considerate. I miss your very loving and expressive warm blue eyes that twinkled whenever you were amused by something. I miss your wonderful smile and laughter that warmed my heart. I miss your wisdom and wit and the wonderful stories about so many different topics. I miss your company and how we always watched TV together whenever I came over to visit, now Mom and I watch TV and I feel your presence so strongly at times and so does Mom. I know that you are in the room watching your favorite programs with us. Dad, God Bless your wonderful and loving heart. If only I could transport myself to where you are right now, it would make me so happy, but I know that's not possible and I will see you again when it is my time. I'll just have to be content in knowing that your spirit is still very much with me and always will be, just as my heart is with you and always will be. Dad, I don't think there is a Daughter anywhere in this world who loves their father more than I love you. There couldn't possibly be and I would have done anything to keep you here, but it wasn't in God's plan and there wasn't anything I could do about it. That is what truly breaks my heart, watching you leave us. But in seeing the suffering that you were going through, it wasn't worth keeping you here in that "pain" and after awhile, Dad I prayed for God to end your suffering and pain and He did. It was then that he took you home to be with him in heaven. You made the world a much better place by being in it and you were everything that most people should be in a lifetime, but unfortunately, are not. Oh, how I admire you, your strength of character and integrity and anyone who ever knew you should consider themselves very fortunate and extremely blessed. Please continue to watch over us, especially Mommy she needs you most. I love you more than you ever knew.

Tom,  it's been three months since you passed away. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories from which I'll never part. My mind knows that you are in a better place where there is no more pain.

Honey, I know you're at peace now God has you in His arms, I understand that I just wish I could explain it to my heart.  There is an empty space in it that nothing will ever fill.

I grieve, but I know my tears are for me. We will be together again. Until then, my love will always be with you.

I love you always;
Ellie