I often wonder what i would do if God gave me another day with you.... i probably would tell you how much you mean to me and the boys, but then again i wouldn't be able to find enough words to tell you!! Dad i miss you every hour,min,second of the dad... if i can just be half the man, father, husband, grandfather, friend and so many other names that you held ill be alright...  love u dad

Everyday I thank GOD for you in my life. I feel so blessed knowing that from the beginning of creation, He knew that He would create us both for each other.

That you would be my helpmate, that I would need your strength and love to help me through my darkest moments in life. That through you, he has given not just me life, but our children as well. The reality that we have the kind of love and life that people all over the world dream of.

I sit back and I realize everyday that this amazing life that we share together is real I thank GOD for you Tom, for knowing my hearts desire, and knowing what I would need, when I would need it. GOD sent you when you were suppose to be there, not when I wanted you there. My eternal love for you can never die.

GOD gave me everything when HE gave me you. It is you, and only you forever my love. Thank GOD for you the wind beneath my wings.

I will always love you;

Your wife,
Ellie

As tears roll down my face,
I know you're in a better place.
I close my eyes to see your face,
suddenly I feel a warm embrace.
With a smile so wide it brings tears to my eyes.
You won't be able to walk me down the aisle.
You won't see me graduate from college.
You won't comfort me as life pushes me down.
I can't call you on the phone.
I can't knock on the door for you to answer.
No matter how loud I scream you can't respond.
I held your hand as you took your last breath.
You fought with your heart and your soul.
You are now resting in the arms of Our Lord.

I miss you so much words can not describe the love and support you have shown. What I would do just to get another hug and kiss from you!

LORD, sometimes it's just hard to look at tomorrow, and I just don't know how I will get through the day without my husband, best friend, my rock.  My husband Tom, was everything a wife, could every wanted in a man.

LORD, I just ask for YOU to be here for me. I pray for YOU to give me strength to take another step. I need YOU to help me cope with the loneliness and to move forward in my life.

Please LORD, help make each day a little easier, continue to provide me with hope for tomorrow, I know I will never stop missing my husband, but I know that YOU are holding him closely.

Thank you, LORD for always being here for me. In JESUS Name, Amen.